the last month

okay i haven't posted as much i had wanted to... but honestly in the last month i have no idea what was happened well first off the guy i like asked me out after rejecting me a month before and we dated for not even a day... the first thing he said to me when we started dating was, "break up with me, cause i don't have the courage to do it myself." and i was standing there ( i saw this coming just by the way) okay the first thing i thought of was i told you so. because when he asked me the day before i was like this isn't legit you just pressured you don't mean this. but he claimed otherwise. so i thought of i told you so not a good thing to think of but oh well. His claim for breaking up with me was asking you out was a horrible mistake just a bit harsh... and then he started avoiding me again. after a while we started talking as normal and he kept saying this
"you know whats funny?"
"what?"
"you like me and i like teanna"
I'm dumbfounded like what the hell is wrong with you dude?!
so he does that often and talks about how he is gonna ask he out and then laughs at me saying haha shes jealous.

so yes he is jerk and i don't understand why i like a jerk, no idea at all but yesterday i used a pretty obvious form of letting him go in front of all our friends we were playing baseball and he left first. as he was leaving i called out his name and he turned around and i said with a big smile on my face

"good luck with teanna"

it may not be much but for me after all that's happened saying that i got most of pride back after him doing all that bullshit so I'm proud of myself. and looking forward till i pass all my exams and continue on with my life (exams are next week) Wish me luck!

Step 5?
i lost track of what step I'm on so this is the next one

let go of your baggage life is too be lived full and with joy so don't let someone pull you down with stupid comments pull yourself up with great ones