okay i haven't posted as much i had wanted to... but honestly in the last month i have no idea what was happened well first off the guy i like asked me out after rejecting me a month before and we dated for not even a day... the first thing he said to me when we started dating was, "break up with me, cause i don't have the courage to do it myself." and i was standing there ( i saw this coming just by the way) okay the first thing i thought of was i told you so. because when he asked me the day before i was like this isn't legit you just pressured you don't mean this. but he claimed otherwise. so i thought of i told you so not a good thing to think of but oh well. His claim for breaking up with me was asking you out was a horrible mistake just a bit harsh... and then he started avoiding me again. after a while we started talking as normal and he kept saying this
"you know whats funny?"
"what?"
"you like me and i like teanna"
I'm dumbfounded like what the hell is wrong with you dude?!
so he does that often and talks about how he is gonna ask he out and then laughs at me saying haha shes jealous.
so yes he is jerk and i don't understand why i like a jerk, no idea at all but yesterday i used a pretty obvious form of letting him go in front of all our friends we were playing baseball and he left first. as he was leaving i called out his name and he turned around and i said with a big smile on my face
"good luck with teanna"
it may not be much but for me after all that's happened saying that i got most of pride back after him doing all that bullshit so I'm proud of myself. and looking forward till i pass all my exams and continue on with my life (exams are next week) Wish me luck!
Step 5?
i lost track of what step I'm on so this is the next one
let go of your baggage life is too be lived full and with joy so don't let someone pull you down with stupid comments pull yourself up with great ones
About Me
- Sabu-Neko
- Ummm, we always try to kill each other. Sabu threw me to the ground and I tried to drown her in the school water fountain. If you're interested in reading about more stuff on "How to assasinate your friend", well, you're in the right place!
Saturday, 16 June 2012
Sunday, 20 May 2012
Day 4-7
Not much has happened to me lately... well me and my friend deanna walked home with some other friends and one of them wouldn't stop trying you pull in her backpack, as he was doing to me. And i voted to protect her so i had to keep jumping in the way of him the whole way home. it got really trying... so Deanna came over and we needed to make a cake for english class. so here is the story of all that went wrong....
We got our ingredient but the butter wasn't salt less like in the repice so we just didn' put salt in as well. then we are stirring it and added the wets to the dries and the repice said you need an egg, 2 egg yolks. so we didn't understand whether that would be 2 more egg yolks or whether the egg would count as one. then our end result looked like cookie dough not the liquid it should be because we didn't put yogurt in it. but i don't really like yogurt in desserts so we were going to put milk in it, but we had no milk so we went to the store to buy some. we get back and add it to the other ingredients. but it looked more like bread dough, and it's all lumpy. also the sugar must of old cause it wouldn't get out of clumps. but we poured it in the pan anyway once it was all in, we realised we did not spray the pan. but we thought we would deal with that when the time came. so we put the cake in the oven and baked it for 20 mins as it said to do. we took it out and it wouldn't stop jiggling! so we put it for 5 more mins, still jiggly, 5 more mins still jiggly!! etc etc the cake took another 20 mins before it no longer jiggled. Okay so this is a small cake and it needs to feed 28 people, not gonna happen so we cut it in half so we could ice it ( it came out of the pan very easily.) we made icing and you need soft butter so i put it in the microwave cause it was like a rock. but then it melt so we poured it in and our icing was liquid ( not the way you want it) but i found chocolate icing in the fridge and we iced it with that. all in all it looks terrible. and i'm writing up a waver saying that if this cake brings any harm to you it's not our fault.
Haha i guess a lot more happened then i thought.
we also went rollerskating with friends which was a lot of fun for the last hour we were just outside playing truth or dare.
OK I DO NOT KNOW WHY..... BUT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SCARE ME ALL WEEK just the other day i got scared 7 times!!!!
1) i was looking at the computer screen next to mine because the girl wanted to show me something, i turned back around and my friend katie had her face right beside mine, which scared me half to death, i threw my pencil 5 feet in the air just for it to hit me in the face.
2) on the way home the guy picking on me and deanna ( him... if your wondering) suddenly grabbed the back of my backpack pulling me back and i screamed slighty.... * haha don't think you can put those words together....)
3) i was getting the repice for the cake off my computer when deanna snuck up behind me with those teeth toys that clatter together and put it next to my ear suddenly.
4) i was talking to Bethany when my friend shayna showed up in front of me and i turned around and she was right there!
5) talking to rie and when her friend akia materialised behind me.
6) Rie jumped out at me when i was skating.
7) akia can do an amazing impression of sadako from the horror film the ring. and it was dark and she chased after me doing it and i kind of ran away screaming....
i seem like a coward.... sigh
this is a really long post i know but I'm almost done.
at rollerskating i fell and hit my leg off of a metal table, and now i have this weird bump, dent thing on it... and it reallllly hurts
Step 4 Laugh no matter what! get a positive spin on things and laugh it off, people say you will laugh about this someday, so why not laugh while it happens?
We got our ingredient but the butter wasn't salt less like in the repice so we just didn' put salt in as well. then we are stirring it and added the wets to the dries and the repice said you need an egg, 2 egg yolks. so we didn't understand whether that would be 2 more egg yolks or whether the egg would count as one. then our end result looked like cookie dough not the liquid it should be because we didn't put yogurt in it. but i don't really like yogurt in desserts so we were going to put milk in it, but we had no milk so we went to the store to buy some. we get back and add it to the other ingredients. but it looked more like bread dough, and it's all lumpy. also the sugar must of old cause it wouldn't get out of clumps. but we poured it in the pan anyway once it was all in, we realised we did not spray the pan. but we thought we would deal with that when the time came. so we put the cake in the oven and baked it for 20 mins as it said to do. we took it out and it wouldn't stop jiggling! so we put it for 5 more mins, still jiggly, 5 more mins still jiggly!! etc etc the cake took another 20 mins before it no longer jiggled. Okay so this is a small cake and it needs to feed 28 people, not gonna happen so we cut it in half so we could ice it ( it came out of the pan very easily.) we made icing and you need soft butter so i put it in the microwave cause it was like a rock. but then it melt so we poured it in and our icing was liquid ( not the way you want it) but i found chocolate icing in the fridge and we iced it with that. all in all it looks terrible. and i'm writing up a waver saying that if this cake brings any harm to you it's not our fault.
Haha i guess a lot more happened then i thought.
we also went rollerskating with friends which was a lot of fun for the last hour we were just outside playing truth or dare.
OK I DO NOT KNOW WHY..... BUT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SCARE ME ALL WEEK just the other day i got scared 7 times!!!!
1) i was looking at the computer screen next to mine because the girl wanted to show me something, i turned back around and my friend katie had her face right beside mine, which scared me half to death, i threw my pencil 5 feet in the air just for it to hit me in the face.
2) on the way home the guy picking on me and deanna ( him... if your wondering) suddenly grabbed the back of my backpack pulling me back and i screamed slighty.... * haha don't think you can put those words together....)
3) i was getting the repice for the cake off my computer when deanna snuck up behind me with those teeth toys that clatter together and put it next to my ear suddenly.
4) i was talking to Bethany when my friend shayna showed up in front of me and i turned around and she was right there!
5) talking to rie and when her friend akia materialised behind me.
6) Rie jumped out at me when i was skating.
7) akia can do an amazing impression of sadako from the horror film the ring. and it was dark and she chased after me doing it and i kind of ran away screaming....
i seem like a coward.... sigh
this is a really long post i know but I'm almost done.
at rollerskating i fell and hit my leg off of a metal table, and now i have this weird bump, dent thing on it... and it reallllly hurts
Step 4 Laugh no matter what! get a positive spin on things and laugh it off, people say you will laugh about this someday, so why not laugh while it happens?
Tuesday, 15 May 2012
Day 3
I walked home with him and his friend today since his friend invited me. First thing he said " Aw Great shes coming too..." Hes a nice guy all right... so i kind of walked faster so i was a block in front of them most of the way home. When a lady on a scooter called out to me as she went past. She talked to me for a bit and pointed out the many geese and their babies swimming in the stream right beside me, we watched them then she went on her way. If she had never said anything i would have continued upset all the way home, so i give thanks for that.
Step 3 Don't let little things get you down, look for the good in your day and embace it.
Step 3 Don't let little things get you down, look for the good in your day and embace it.
Monday, 14 May 2012
Day 2
Well today was my first day back at school over the weekend. and things were how do you say? Awkward. It was fun to joke around with my friends again, but it felt like he was avoiding me completely and others were dragging it on. Like they were joking around saying ohhhh you two are so in love blah blah blah.... well if we were i most likely wouldn't have been rejected. *sigh* Me and my friend came to a conclusion that for us to fall for some guy again he needs to be brave enough to us, say "Hello Ladies~" while holding a potato, Yes a potato. Most guy would not do that so less guys for us to fall for right?
Step 2
Stand up straighter, don't be afraid to stare someone in the eyes in any situation. Lift your head from downwards and stare straight ahead towards your own destination!
Step 2
Stand up straighter, don't be afraid to stare someone in the eyes in any situation. Lift your head from downwards and stare straight ahead towards your own destination!
Sunday, 13 May 2012
Day 1
Hey, my name is Sabrina. Welcome to the Confidence Project. Well straight out yesteryesterday ( day before last) I was rejected by the guy I like, But I have no need for your pity, sympathy or anything like that. I am 14 years old and act cocky... quite a lot. Even though truly I do not have as much confidence in my self as I wish I did, so I am doing this in chance I might receive this confidence along the way.
While i was telling the guy how I felt. I said somethings the might have hurt him as well as myself since i was so nervous and scared of him laughing at me. So I want to do this in chance that next time I try something like this I will be able to say what I want, and Not feel useless afterwards.
I thought of this "Confidence Project" in the shower cause hey, who doesn't think of most of their ideas in there? It starts off mostly really small things. I'm eating healthier, and trying ( key word trying :P) to be more active. So I can feel good in my own skin and such. I will probably take it to higher levels sometime, but one step at a time right?
Step 1
Make your room a zone for confidence (^o^)/
A sign very close to this is on my bedroom door! Remember smalls steps.
Magic Number (146)
While i was telling the guy how I felt. I said somethings the might have hurt him as well as myself since i was so nervous and scared of him laughing at me. So I want to do this in chance that next time I try something like this I will be able to say what I want, and Not feel useless afterwards.
I thought of this "Confidence Project" in the shower cause hey, who doesn't think of most of their ideas in there? It starts off mostly really small things. I'm eating healthier, and trying ( key word trying :P) to be more active. So I can feel good in my own skin and such. I will probably take it to higher levels sometime, but one step at a time right?
Step 1
Make your room a zone for confidence (^o^)/
Magic Number (146)
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